It’s been about two months since I posted last time here on my blog and lots of has happened in MarketasWorld!
Even though, we are not in the end of this year yet, I must admit this year was and still is one of a big roller coaster for me. I went from ups to downs to find myself a little bit up, and went down to up and again down.. and so on.. Until now when my life is settling down again, and I hope no more major changes will happen to me anytime soon! Fingers crossed 🙂
Two months ago I found myself in a situation which didn’t look optimistic for me at all in a first place. I was lied into my face, I was betrayed and in general I had people around me who never had the best interest in me. I dealt with anxiety, anxiety attacks, sleepless nights. I started to loose my hair even more than before and a condition of my skin was really bad. If I’m being honest, it’s still bad.
All of it looked like a little bit of a nightmare situation. If I am being honest, it felt like it a bit. I had no idea what’s going to happen and where I will be in a month.What was the most positive thing in my life at that time? My friends! 🙂 I am very grateful to all of you, whom I could call anytime, cry or just simply ask for your advice. Mar, thank you for all of your positive words and vibes which you gave me. Thank you for never giving up on me, supporting me and reminding me that we can achieve everything what we want, as long as we believe in it. Without you, I wouldn’t be where I am right now. I’d like to thank to Sue, Ian and Ruppert as well for a welcoming warm home which you’ve offered me. Maybe it was only for a week, but I’ve not felt as good as at yours in my last two months. Thank you for our little chats in evenings. Sue, thank you for your advices about my unsure situations, thanks to Rupert for so-so cuddling. Ian, you were right about your place. It felt like one of the safest place I’ve ever been! And I am so happy that we keep seeing each other after all. 🙂 Also, this nightmarish situation was positive in the most important thing. It brought back to me my Little Angels. I guess that’s one of the best thing that has ever happened to me this year! As nothing and nobody can beat them! <3
I do believe in Karma, I do believe that everything happens for a reason and that you meet certain people for a reason. It has proved me couple of times before in my past. Some situations lead you to the place where you are right now. I wanted this change for a very long time. Not months, but years. Unfortunately at that time, I did not feel confident enough to even try harder to achieve those changes. Also, doing all those changes on your own without any support – meaning financial, emotional, etc. It was not easy in one of the most expensive city in the world! (Not an excuse, just a sad reality.) I believe this bad situation has helped me to do all those changes, and I will never ever look back! Believe me or not, I am grateful for that. Finally I’m working on things which are definitely going to lead into something more positive in my life. Thanks to this awful situation I found out who are my real friends and who are just dishonest behind their big smile. I found new friends as well as my way back to Little Angels. For all of that and even more which I’ll find in my future, it was worth it without a doubt! 🙂